Saturday, August 16, 2014

Week 3: Intercession

Week 3 was a big challenge for me. Here's an overview of what we did...

Monday
Our teacher for the week was David Voncannon, and he taught on Intercession. The first day, he taught mostly on what intercession is, why it's important, and examples of it found in the Bible. About halfway through class, David noticed I was having a bit of a hard time, and he had everyone circle around me and pray for me, which was very helpful. He also gave me a drawing made for me by a girl in the El Salvador DTS, where he was teaching last. (At the end of the week, he has everyone pick a student from his next group and draw them a picture and write them a note. More on this for Friday.) It was amazing how relevant it was to what I was dealing with.

Monday afternoon, I went on my first hike with Luke, Robert, Ryan, and Mirjam. It was amazing! I thought I wouldn't like it very much, but it was great, and so ridiculously beautiful.


This is the biggest freaking leaf I've ever seen in my whole life.
Here are some pictures from our view while hiking.




However, on the way back down the adventure came to a sudden stop when Robert twisted his ankle. We finally got him down, though, with the help of some staff and some Guatemalans in the area. When he got back to the base, though, David prayed over his ankle and he was healed enough to walk! He said it still felt tight, though.

Tuesday
In class on Tuesday, David taught on renewing our minds, which was a very helpful lesson. Then, a few minutes into class, David asked us to finish praying for Robert's ankle, and this time it was fully healed. It was amazing to be a part of that. After our break, we discussed hearing God's voice. David gave us tips for hearing Him and a list of some of the ways He can talk to us; some of which were obvious, such as through the Bible, but some were less obvious, such as through situations and art. 

Tuesday night was another peaceful night at the base.

Wednesday
In class on Wednesday, we talked about faith. We discussed what faith actually is, and why it's important. Then we talked more about the steps and effects of intercession.

Wednesday night we watched a movie called Father of Lights, which was very good and thought provoking.

Thursday
On Thursday morning, we talked briefly about spiritual warfare; what it is, and how to deal with it. Then, we closed our week on intercession with a prayer walk around Ciudad Vieja.



That evening we watched a documentary about Guatemala, which was very enlightening and interesting. Then we had worship practice for the following morning. As you can see, we stayed very focused the whole time.


Friday
On Friday, for intercession, we each picked the name of a student from David's next group and prayed for them. Then, we drew them a picture and wrote them a note on the back. It was a really cool experience, especially because I know how much my picture from David's last group impacted me. Then we had worship, quiet time, and small group time, as we do every Friday. Then, after lunch, we went hiking again, and were completely shocked by the path we found. It started out normally, a dirt road going up the volcano, but then it turned into a rainforest and the path was almost completely volcanic rock! It was different than I'd seen before, though. The volcanic rock I've seen before is black or red and full of holes; this rock was gray-blue, sparkly, and completely solid. We climbed over rock walls and around cliffs and I lost any fear I ever had of falling. It was one of the most amazing experience I have ever had in my entire life, and I cannot wait to go back on Monday.








That night, I hung out at the base and talked to Mom and a friend from Pacaya, Guatemala. Then we had a bonfire on the roof before we went to bed.

Saturday
Today I've stayed home to catch up on homework, blog posts, photo uploading, laundry, and sleep. It's been a great and very productive morning.

Week 2: Intimacy with God

I'm missing a few journal entries from this week because I was so busy, but here's the gist of what happened:

Monday
On Monday, I met our teachers for the week: John Paul and Rochelle Ruiz. They are such amazing people. They work in the healing rooms at Bethel Church in California, and they are incredibly gifted in leading worship. We did some getting-to-know-each-other activities, some worship, and started class with the topic of how to read through the Bible and the importance of knowing the history of someone you're intimate with. John Paul shared some tips with making sense of the old testament, then after a short break we talked about the most important love story: how God is pursuing us. We discussed needs and attributes of intimacy, and how God wants to have the same relationship with us as he did with Adam and Eve in Eden.

Monday night, JP and Rochelle led our English Worship Service, and it was amazing. They are truly gifted people who really understand the art of worshipping and loving God.

Tuesday
On Tuesday, Rochelle taught us about how God desires an intimate relationship with us, and two important things that we have to do to achieve that: being honest with Him, and making time for Him. That evening I hung out with Kalissa, our DTS leader who is pretty much the sweetest lady who's ever lived, and we played checkers and listened to the Spanish bible study class downstairs.

Wednesday
Wednesday's class was two days packed into one: before the break, we talked about the fruits of intimacy, and after we talked about God's love letters to us, or His word. The fruits of intimacy can be broken up into categories: God, You, Others, and Worship. From God, we get access, protection, and revelation. For ourselves, we get identity, gifts, and a destiny. For others, we have the strength from God to love and help them. And then there's worship, which JP describes as "realigning our focus back to God." After the break, we discussed many aspects of God's word, or His love letters to us. His word is settled; it will never change and will always be true for everyone. Then we discussed four truths from the Bible: we are what it says we are, we have what it says we have, we can do what it says we can do, and we are God's forever.

On Wednesday night, we went into Antigua and I had my one-on-one with Kalissa, who, I reiterate, is the best ever. We had coffee and talked for a couple hours while the others were doing Soup Run, a homeless ministry that YWAM runs. It was one of those great times where you can just share your heart with someone; everything from your life dreams to the plot of your favorite book. It was wonderful.

Thursday
Thursday was our last official day of class with JP and Rochelle and we talked about something incredibly important: how our relationships with others affect how we see the Trinity. Our view of the Father, obviously, comes from our earthly fathers. But the other two, I'd never considered; our view of the Holy Spirit is influenced by our mothers, and our view of Jesus is influenced by our siblings and friends. We spent a lot of time in prayer and worship, dealing with past hurts and asking God to show us who He really is. It was a wonderful day of healing and forgiveness.



Friday
Friday morning, the Ruizes led worship for us and then we had prayer time, quiet time, and small group time. It was mostly a quiet, peaceful day at home.

Saturday
Saturday, I went into Antigua again with the group. I bought some sweaters and a new huipil, which is the blouse of the traditional Guatemalan dress. We had lunch and came home and hung out at the base.

Sunday
On Sunday, we went to church, went to Pollo Campero for lunch, went to the grocery store, and I dyed my hair bright red. It was a lovely, peaceful Sunday of preparing for the week ahead.

Sunday, August 3, 2014

Thoughts on my first week...

What a week it's been. Because it'd be impossible to cohesively describe everything together, I'll break it up into days.

Monday
Classes began Monday. The week's topic was the Character and Nature of God and it was taught by Bruce Ahlberg. We discussed the importance of knowing God and what our beliefs about Him affect, such as our relationships with Him, with others, with ourselves, and with creation. We also talked about different views and misconceptions about God from other religions. We ended with God's incomprehensibility—how we cannot ever know Him fully or completely (Job 26:14; Isaiah 55:89)—and the ways that He does reveal parts of Himself to us, such as through Scripture and creation (Romans 2:14-15).

That night we went into Antigua for an English worship service at Iglesia del Camino. It really stood out to me the way the people there worshipped God: with absolutely no reservations. They gave their all to Him with confidence and paid no mind to any distractions. I want to learn to worship God as freely and fearlessly as they do.

Tuesday
Tuesday I got up early and went to the roof to read Psalms and watch the sunrise. It's indescribable how beautiful it is here, especially early in the morning. In class, Bruce began teaching about some of the attributes of God, such as how He is self-existent, immutable, eternal, omnipresent, undivided, infinite, and transcendent. These are what we call His incommunicable traits; ones that we cannot cultivate in our own lives. We learned that He also has traits that we, as we are made in His image, can have, such as having emotions and being creative and relational. We closed by discussing the ever-recurring question of the ages: Why does God allow suffering? Why does a good God allow evil? We found many answers to this question: it makes it so love must be a choice and therefore is more valuable, it can produce dependence on God, it can help develop godly virtues and deter us from sinning, and it can prove and purify our faith. There were more reasons discussed, but there are the ones that stood out most to me.

Tuesday night was peaceful and spent here at the base. We had a bonfire up on the roof and it was great just to hang out with my new friends and get to know everyone better. Also, the volcano (I think it was Fuego?) erupted a bit and it was very beautiful.

Wednesday
On Wednesday morning, the class was primarily about God's love, grace, and mercy. We also touched on His patience and holiness and justice. My favorite part of the lesson was about John 3:16, which was broken down as follows...

For God, the greatest lover,
so loved, to the greatest degree,
the world, the greatest number,
that He gave, the greatest act,
His one and only Son, the greatest gift,
That whoever, the greatest invitation,
believes, the greatest simplicity,
in Him, the greatest person
Shall not perish, the greatest deliverance,
but, the greatest difference,
have, the greatest certainty,
eternal life, the greatest possession.

That afternoon was one of the highlights of my week: Tom the German asked me to read our assigned book with him so he could practice his English pronunciation. So we went up on the roof, and Santiago, who is from Colombia, joined us as well and we read through a couple chapters. It really affirmed for me that God has called me to teach and has given me a passion for languages. That night there was a ministry called Soup Run, in which people take soup to the homeless and talk and pray with them, but not everyone in our group can go at one time, so the rest of us went into town and hung out in a café and in the central park.

Thursday
Thursday we discussed more of God's traits: He is jealous for His people, has wrath in response to sin and rebellion, and is generous, humble, omnipotent, and sovereign. Until this class I had never realized the true meaning of sovereignty: absolute rule over creation. He is in control of the whole world, in everything down to our own individual lives. We closed the week's class with talking about God's "summary attributes": He is immanent, perfect, blessed, and glorified. Everything in all the earth is designed to bring glory to God!

I don't remember what we did Thursday night because I didn't journal much about it. I think we began our Creative Journals, which are required for our schooling.

Friday
We don't have classes on Fridays; we have worship and prayer time in the morning, then time set aside for quiet time, small group time, then work or free time depending on our own assignments, then exercise time, then free time, then dinner, then "family" time.

Prayer time was a great experience. We split into pairs and went on prayer walks throughout Ciudad Vieja. Next, all the girls and some of the female staff went into Antigua to have ice cream at McDonalds and have our small group meeting. This time is designed to be a safe environment for us to discuss the week with each other, pray for each other, and talk about the lessons. When we came back, we had lunch and then I had free time because I have my work time in cooking breakfast and cleaning up after lunch and dinner, which I spent reading with Tom. I'm so proud of him! He's already making a ton of progress and after five months of practice he's probably going to be the best German English-speaker of all time. That night we had family game night, which was also really fun. Some of the best times are getting to know everyone here.

Saturday
On the weekends, we have very few requirements: have all your work done, be inside by curfew, go in groups, and go to church Sunday morning. So Saturday morning a bunch of us went into Antigua for shopping at the Artisan's market and lunch at a crepe restaurant. Then I came home, took a nap, and FaceTimed with Mom, Mamaw, and Aunt Sandy. That night there was a ministry called Soul Patrol, so Tom and I went into Antigua to help with that. We meet in Central Park and then Mark begins an illusion show, with tricks such as floating cards and disappearing objects. After he draws a crowd, he transitions into sharing the gospel with the people and asking if anyone wants to receive Jesus as their Savior; last night, 12 or more people did! Many things about it were amazing to me: the boldness of the people to come forward, how they stayed to listen even after the show was over, and the respect and reverence they had in coming before the Lord. We also prayed and talked with people in the park, and I got to translate for the first time here. This experience showed me that I still need a ton of practice in my Spanish.

Sunday
This morning I got up early and went to church in town with Emma and Renzo, two of the staff members here. Then, since we went to the early service, we got back early enough to attend church in Antigua with the rest of the group. After, I stayed in town with Mirjam and Christoph and we went to lunch and to sit in the park for a while. Then we went back to the base, and dinner will be soon. After that I have a lot of homework to do for tomorrow! It's been an absolutely wonderful week here, and it feels like I've been away and been with these people for months already. I can't wait to continue getting to know them and growing closer to God.







Saturday, July 26, 2014

Thoughts about my first day...

This place is everything I've ever dreamed it would be, plus more. First off, everyone I've met has been amazing. Second, everything is beautiful here. Here are some pictures of where I'm staying...



 ...and here are some pictures of the view from the roof!


I'm so excited to get into the rhythm of life here, and I'm even more excited to find out what God has in store for all of us here!

Friday, July 25, 2014

Luke 5:28

Luke 5:28 is one of my favorite Bible verses of all time, and I think of it often. It says, "and Levi got up, left everything, and followed Him." I find this verse beautiful because one of the hardest things to do is to leave behind everything to follow Jesus. We often find ourselves saying, "I'll serve, but I'll also do whatever I want," or "I'll tithe, but only the required 10%," or "I'll go, but only for a week and then I'm coming back to my "normal" life.

This verse, in its nine words, speaks volumes about what God asks of us as Christians. I pray and ask for prayer in that God will keep this verse ever present in my mind and help me to do the same during this next chapter of my life.

Sunday, July 13, 2014

My beautiful Pacaya.

The buildings on the right are our camp.

This is where the kids play soccer.

Photos from Andre Arana.

Monday, July 7, 2014

Saturday, July 5, 2014

What a Week.

Disclaimer: I don't have the words to describe the week I've just spent in Pacaya, Guatemala. God is so good to me. These events may be out of order and slightly factually incorrect, but I've done my best to recount our trip here. Our team was Pastor Shannon, his wife Carol, his nephew Adam, his daughters Becca and Tori, Tori's husband Jonathan, Becca's friends Rachael and China, myself, and the following members of the Roachdale Baptist Church congregation: Kylee, Tricia, Tina, her son Matt, Dameon, and his wife Esta. It was a team put together by God's own hand and we worked amazingly together. Here's also a quick reminder that you can click any picture to enlarge it. Another note, most of the photos are from Becca, China, and Kylee, because, as always, I lost my camera.


The night we got in, Friday, it was pouring rain, but even still there was a handful of kids waiting for us to arrive on the porch of the building next to the camp. The girl I talked to first was Verania, 13 years old now, and as we talked on that doorstep, God created a relationship between us that would grow throughout the week until I would count Verania as one of my closest friends. But I couldn't hold off the question long, and soon after I asked Verania where I could find Jasmin, a little girl I had become close with on my previous trip to Pacaya.



Verania took me to the house next door, where I was embraced by Silvia, Jasmin's mother, who is a wonderfully kind and Godly woman. Silvia then led me into the back room, separated by a curtained doorway in a wall of concrete blocks, and after a year of being apart, I found my Jasmin. My heart soared and I nearly cried from joy. We talked briefly, but by nature Jasmin is a very shy girl, so I made conversation with her mother and older sister, Yulbi, whose name I will probably never spell correctly.

That night I slept with peace in my heart, welcomed back home by the family I have missed so dearly.

The next morning also greeted me with joy. I cannot tell you the effect it has on the soul to see this beautiful view upon the opening of your front door:


Saturday was a wonderful day spent visiting the villages and catching up with old friends I hadn't seen in exactly a year, but who had not for a day left my heart. It was ended the way it began: studying the Bible together, which is something that, arriving home, I miss dearly.



Sunday was spent in Antigua, which is a beautiful city, but my heart stayed with my family two hours south in Pacaya. One notable experience was that, after Pastor Shannon taught a sermon in Cerro de la Cruz, (background image of my blog) a man called us over, and I translated between him and Shannon. He asked us to pray for him to continue following after Christ, and told us that he preached in the parks in Antigua. He thanked us for doing God's work in his country.

Later that day, I had what I lovingly refer to as the most chaotic ten minutes of my life, in which I had to give the Spanish-speaking bus driver directions to pick us up in the middle of Antigua, over the phone, without a translator. That wasn't much fun, but I grew from it and God, as always, provided.



Monday was when the work began. We spent a good portion of the week building a new room onto an existing house that was only a small kitchen and one bedroom which housed a woman, Iris, who I grew very fond of before the end of the week, her husband, and her six children. We also had our first day of Bible school, which consisted of a song, a short lesson, and a craft. This was very stressful for me as it was very loud and chaotic inside the church, but God still blessed the experience for all of us and helped us learn how to do better for the following two days.

For Monday, the song was Yo Tengo Gozo, which is the Spanish equivalent of I've Got the Joy Down in My Heart. When choosing these songs before the trip, I could never have imagined how much the kids would love to sing this song, but after teaching it to them on Monday they asked me to sing it with them nearly every time I was with them, and by the end of the week, they were singing it on their own as well. The lesson was about God's perfect creation and how sin came into the world and separated us from God, but how He had a plan to save us. The crafts were three small pages: yellow, covered in animal stickers to represent creation; black, covered in red, blue, and green glitter on one side to represent the chaos of sin and silver and gold on the back to represent God's light; and red, onto which the kids glued a cross. Personally, this hour and a half was the biggest challenge of the week for me, but God used it to make me learn to trust Him and to be okay with not always being in control of what I'm doing.




Tuesday, we went to work on Iris' room and we spent most of the day there. I finally got my tortilla-making lesson from Iris and her daughter Carolina, who said I had natural talent. I couldn't help much with the actual construction of the room because there were a ton of people and not a ton of room or jobs to do, but it was a great day of fellowshipping with Iris and her family.





On Wednesday, our second day of Bible school went much better because we were able to have it outside, and we had Andre translate our song and lesson, who has a much louder voice than the lovely two girls who helped us when we had it in the church. The song for the day was Sublime Gracia, the Spanish Amazing Grace, with which the kids were not very impressed, so we sang Gozo a couple more times. The lesson for the day was on Jesus' death and resurrection and God's forgiveness of our sins if we believe in Him and accept Jesus Christ as savior. The craft was a page on which the kids scribbled to represent sin, and then they glued a sheet of tissue paper over that with Jesus' name on it to represent Him covering our sins. They were also given a pure white page to represent purity and told not to mark on it or get it dirty.



Wednesday evening was the best night for me. The men were working to put a concrete flooring in the staff building next to the camp, so Becca and I were allowed to sit outside the gate with some of the kids for the evening. Carolina and Evelyn, Iris' daughters, were there with us as always, but we were also joined by a little boy named David. For an hour or so, Becca and I sang and talked with the kids and held them in our laps. I would have been happy to never leave that spot. Here's a lovely picture of David and me from the evening so we never forget:


Thursday, after delivering food and working on the house, we stopped work early so we could visit the lava fields. Stretching about seven miles long, the lava fields are evidence of a volcanic eruption which I believe occurred somewhere between seven and ten years ago. They seem to be endless, and are composed entirely of lava rock, which can only be explained in a picture.

(click to enlarge, seriously)

And here's a bonus:


That evening we had the privilege of attending a youth service for 14-20 year olds, put on by our three translators. They had a few games, songs, and a lesson for the teens of the village and it was one of the best parts of the week for me. Little did I know, however, that the younger kids who weren't allowed to attend were being led in a game of Bible story reenactments outside, and David was saved that evening. Words cannot express the joy I have in knowing that he's my eternal little brother now.




Friday was a day of tying up loose ends. We had our last day of Bible school, at which we sang Oh Qué Amigo Nos Es Cristo, which is Spanish for What a Friend We Have in Jesus. Surprisingly enough, the kids didn't care much for this song and only wanted to sing Gozo for the 438th time that week, but I was glad to play it for them. The lesson for the day was what to do after getting saved: growing according to God's word, and who the Holy Spirit is. The craft for those topics were a green sheet, on which the kids put stickers of hearts with crosses, churches, the Jesus fish, and things like that; and a blue page to represent the Holy Spirit, on which they glued a heart made from popsicle sticks to represent that Holy Spirit lives in your heart. After they were done with these, we took all the pages from the week and bound them into a little book.




Other things that happened on Friday were delivering the last of our food, sorting the clothes we brought down, putting in vertical gardens at a few houses, putting in stoves, and finishing the room we built for Iris and her family. Friday night was a bittersweet one; it was our last night at Pacaya so many people were saying goodbye. By this time, all our translators had left for the city so I had to translate a lot of goodbyes, which was hard for me.


Saturday, we left. It was good to be home, and it has been good to see my family, and I know I'll be returning in just a few weeks, but leaving Pacaya is the hardest thing for me to do. I am grateful for the team God put together, for the translators He gave us, for the work He let us do, for the seven souls saved throughout the week, and for the peace I feel in my heart when I'm at home with my family in Pacaya. What I learned most clearly on this trip is that God is in control. He wants the best for His children, and if we stop trying to hold so tightly to the reins, He'll do amazing things we couldn't have imagined. The best things come when you aren't expecting them, so stop trying to expect and plan for everything. And above everything else, God is good.

Saturday, June 14, 2014

I've Been Accepted.

In 40 days I begin the adventure of a lifetime.

Three months spent in the beautiful Antigua, Guatemala, followed immediately by two months in Calcutta, India, every moment of which saturated in "knowing God and making Him known."

I'll be attending a program called a Discipleship Training School, which you can read more about here and here.

There aren't words to describe how excited I am about what's coming, but I suppose I've got to take it in baby steps. First, I've got a totally unrelated, week-long trip to Guatemala, and then there's always learning how to pack for five months in one suitcase and a carry-on, and the endless logistics of plane tickets and visas and international cell phone plans, et cetera, et cetera. For now, here are some photos of Antigua and where I'll be living.

I believe this is what our base in Antigua looks like from the outside; at least, it did in 2008.

I don't know these lovely ladies, but this is the view from the rooftop of our building. I could look at that every morning for three months, for sure.






A couple of beautiful street views of Antigua.

Suffice it to say that I am overwhelmed by excitement for the next chapter of my life.